Just a quick post. I'm sorry I'm failing at the challenge posts... I feel like I've been failing at everything that even remotely involves being healthy, dieting, losing weight, twitter, #7daychip, or this blog lately and I am really sorry and feel pretty bad about it. I feel like every time I go to start something or set a goal with the first hiccup it all falls to pieces and I'm back to where I've started. Like the first mistake or misstep turns into a road block that keeps me from getting back on track and doing what I said I would do. I never used to feel like this, why now?
That said, I hope to get back on the horse starting tomorrow. Not going to write any goals right now because I don't want to let myself down
This week I've also really started thinking about going back to WeightWatchers when I get home, more specifically for the summer. I checked my loan repayment plan (I'm trying to REALLY accelerate it to be out of debt ASAP) and paying for 4 months of the monthly pass change the end date of my new plan at all. So, I'm currently thinking I'll sign up with a goal of doing it for the summer. If at the end of summer, I'm not taking advantage of it and I'm not at least 10lbs down... then I'll stop my subscription when we move and go back to using CalorieCount for free... What do you guys think? I think that with this plateau and the way I've been feeling, I really need my meetings (and my AWESOME leader at home) back. Something needs to change and I need to kick myself in gear since Jon and our friends have a packed schedule of fun races and other event we want to do.
Anyway, sorry for the rambling post, just wanted to put out how I'm feeling to the blogosphere and remind you all that I'm still here. I'm working on a few posts right now: moving out (with photos), a new challenge post, a plan for the summer, etc. Stay tuned!
Update: For the first time in I think all of 2011 so far, I actually DID get up at 6am and go for a run after this post. I hope that this is the start of me being back on track, one mile at a time. Stay tuned for the next post, I just saw it's going to be my 200TH!!!